"Publish Post"

It has become a habit of mine to neglect my blog...so, I think it's time to get back at 'er, and hopefully make this a bit of a hobby. I don't exactly know what I want to do with this whole blogging business...as I look back, it seems like it's a bit of a diary for me; a way of getting things off my chest.

You guys don't know this, but there are about a hundred unpublished posts just sitting in my 'drafts' folder. Posts where I wrote and wrote and wrote, and before pressing the 'Publish Post" button I decided not to publish because of different reasons. For example, sometimes when I have something on my mind, I have trouble delivering it through my words, so I ditch. Or, if I'm feeling low and I write about what's going on, at the end of the post I usually realize that it's not a big deal and I get over it.

I have also realized that I write the most when I am feeling low. That is just when I feel like writing....and if I write about all the good, beautiful bunny rabbits all the time, I could come across as one of those "La la la, My life is perfect...I have no flaws...La la la!" type people. And I hate those people! (Facebook status' and "About Me" sections can be like that. Cynical? Maybe, at times, lol)

So, today I am feeling a tad homesick. Here I am, writing a blog...

I still haven't fully unpacked since my move to Toronto. So this morning I started unpacking the last of my things....and stopped! It's all there sprawled across my bedroom floor, waiting for a place to settle. The only thing is, I am not sure that I want to be settled here. It will feel to official. I still haven't embraced the idea that I am probably not going to be living in Newfoundland again for a very, very long time....if ever.

So, here I am...clicking away on my laptop, taking mini breaks to look at all the crap on my floor...and ya know what? I think I'm just going to return it to the bag it was in, and put it back in my closet.

Cheers! :)